LEAVE ME ALONE LARKA JUST GET OUT OF MY BUSINESS, STOP STARTING DRAMA WITH SSK BY SHIT TALKING ME AND MY MATE AND MY LIFESTYLE AND PERSONAL LIFE. JUST STOP, I LEFT YOU AND YOUR BOYFRIEND ALONE, NOW LEAVE ME THE FUCK ALONEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE
when both babies wanna give mama some lovin~
This is my beautiful primary submissive pet mate, Kai(dirkokamistyle.tumblr.com) posing for me on cam<3 He’s the best mate in the world, I couldn’t ask for any better. He turns rainy days into sunshine and our future looks so bright. When he lives with me, I may start taking position pictures and uploading them here or on DA to show him off, because he’s perfect. I love you, my wigglybutt~<3 We’ll mate for life if I can help it.
Deleting the plushie poses, deleting the screen shots, deleting everything that reminds me of you. I’m not a terrible person, my mate, Kai, has seen my true colors, I showed him the PM before you told him even about it, we webcam every day for hours and it’s been 2 months, I tell him everything, my ex Kayla is still my best friend that loves and accepts me as I am. I’ve never seen your face or heard your voice, but I see your true colors. Anthony is my other best friend and he accepts me and loves me for me. They all do, for who and what I am. I’m not delusional, we just have different lives and we see things differently, live differently and don’t get along well, we’re just not meant to be friends. Most people I’ve made friends with, since 1998-present are still my friends, we grew up together, no matter what negative things are being said about me on that small part of the internet, there’s way more positive things being said and done that outweights the bad, IRL and online and I’m proud to be myself, but I will miss everything. I miss the people that leave my life, but it’s better for all of us that we aren’t in each others lives. I’m already one of the most happiest people in the world right now because I’m getting my disability, medicated, and my mate IRL.
I hope one day you find that peaceful happiness, if not, that’s not my problem anymore because I stopped caring for you a long while back and you stopped trying to care or get better/improve yourself. I won’t let you treat me like an underling, to try and call me name to cause rumors, try to control me, that’s why I left Lupinar, also I am full well understanding of how my PM went, I know it was unprofessional, I don’t deny that. And Chuckles replied very professionally and nice, weather or not it was sincere or not, I appreciate him being so nice to me even though how I acted when I left, I was emotional and broken, and took my leave. And you are no longer worth my tears, Ozai. I don’t care if you get the last word or anything, talk shit about me all you want. My actions speak louder than words. I might feel sad and depressed about what you’ve said about me now, but soon, it too shall fade, just like my feelings and love for you did with time. I will grow stronger for everything I’ve been through and for the friends, family, and lovers I have/had in my life. I will be thankful for the people I have, they are the world to me, to be able to love someone and have them love me back, makes everything in the world change. And my mom and dad, and brother, they are also everything to me. I’m very happy, even if I’m crying at the moment. At least I have feelings and really care about the people closest to me, real people, not characters.
I forgive you for everything and anything you do to me. None of that matters now, it’s the past, I need closure and this is the best way I can think of to get it. Goodbye.
Edit: I’m not removing the tag, this is my blog for my personal use, you can change your name, delete your account, or simply ignore it if it bothers you that much. I doubt a famous person would ask random people to remove their name from a blog just because it bugs them, it’s not like it’s against any rules. Get over it, you can’t control me and I don’t do what you say. 8] It wasn’t because of the silly little group you left or about my boyfriend, it was that you were ordering me around like a little bitch and treated me like crap since you added me back, after it was all over, you added me back, that was your mistake. I left you alone for over a year, dude. I’m so unstable? Wow, that’s saying something when he’s the super messed up one, hypocritical and wtf if you don’t even know me or the situation, then maybe you shouldn’t judge? lol~
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wish you all the best!! All I want is you to be happy. :) #keepsmilingandy